04 May 2013

Earth Song - for Jill

Jill Eastland has an exhibition called "Our Land Our Lives" at The Six Bells in Covent Garden, Cambridge, 1-31 May. It's a series of statements inspired by and dedicated to the struggle of the Roma and other Traveller folk at Dale Farm and those who tried to defend them against their eviction. She asked me to perform at her opening private view tonight (along with the magnificent talents of host Johnny Marvel, poet Keely Mills, singer-songwriter Faith Taylor, and musician-sham David Crowbar) and I was inspired by her work (the titles of some of which turn up in the piece) to write the following tonight:

We are here.
On common land we stand
Entwined
Root and branch
Arc us earth to sky
And we fly - leaf-twist
On the good wind
Diving swift as hawk-stoop
To burrow underground.
We are rabbit-thump rumour,
The liquid trickle
Of brook-mimicking birdsong,
Soft and strong as running water.

And you cannot stop us,
Cannot choke the love
That is our breath.
We will erode you, drop by drop,
Weed-crack your concrete,
Rust you and reclaim you.
Entwined, eternal -
Root and branch, bird and rain -
We stand. Common land.
Forever.

03 May 2013

7pm Regent Street

It's a long walk
Trotting clumsily
And late, carrying
My own beration
Until I choose
To let it go.
I'm the only one
Scurrying, muscles
Knotting, a clot
Of office-dressed
Momentum in a sea
Of those disposed
To partying.

And now, side-stepping,
Breath drowning in the
Aftershave scents,
Desperate stares
And cigarettes
Of early Friday
Summer evening,
Weaving my way
Through cleavage
And pecs, loud laughs
And gazes
Paving the way
For the after-dark...

I am smoke.
Or a tributary
With a different
Purpose.
I used to feel
Cursed but I know
I'm just a different
Verse of a song
That was being written
Long before I was conceived
And will echo long
Beyond these bones
Achieving dust.

I am not corruption,
Not rust on a pristine
Sheen, a blemish,
I am free. Not better
Either, just a different
Set of steps,
A counterpoint -
Belated and berated
Syncopation in this
Never-ending dance.
Chance led me
To this place and now,
By everything
That I hold dear,
I'll choose to live
The life that love
Has given me.

18 March 2013

Tweet Poems

I found out today that I can download all my Tweets, and therefore retrieve all my Tweeted poems. Behold a table of them (I am this sad - never doubt it!)

28/06/2012 Haul in thickened air
Travel long dawn to long dusk
Mired in summer’s dust.
#haiku #poem #senryu
25/06/2012 Keep Calm And Carry On?
You can’t make me!
I was made to rage against
The dying of the light
And fright won’t quiet me...
#newpoemideas
02/12/2011 It is nearly time
Katla stirs on the brink of
2012; all change?
#haiku #senryu #katla #volcano #Mayan #prediction
28/06/2011 June’s wet lashes:

The wait is over
Fragrant pavements bounce with rain
Summer’s loudness cracks.
#haiku #poetry #storm
04/02/2011 Haiku for Early February:

Trees shift endlessly
Birds surf the broad and ragged
Air. Spring approaches.
#haiku #poetry
24/01/2011 On the final #1 to Arbury:

Warm bus rattles and
we are cossetted sleepy
home beckons darkly
#haiku #senryu #poem #latenighttravel
21/09/2010 An Old Lover:

I practise being
Glad to see you, no longer
Poisoned by your name.
#poem #haiku #senryu #socialniceties
02/09/2010 Green-hearted,
throat smarting,
praise sticks
on a thick tongue,
poison sweats icicles,
I sicken
on your success.
#poem
01/09/2010 Copper-capped baron
leaf-mould drifting musk heralds
the shaving season.
#haiku #senryu #poem
17/03/2010 On the slow, late train home:

Long miles ahead weigh
my back. My heart’s a buoy of
Love, Spring, Poetry.
#haiku
03/07/2009 On a muggy July morning with a touch of a breeze:

come, little zephyr
blow the July clouds along
let us sleep tonight.
#haiku #poetry
30/06/2009 Smoke hangs in the air
the same weight as summer heat
time-lapse fag pictures
#haiku #poetry #uksummer
16/06/2009 On bus etiquette breach:

One of these days I’ll
take scissors to your plastic
ear strings, noisy fools
#haiku #senryu #poem
16/06/2009 On commuting anthropomorphically:

brave yellow spider
swinging with the bus’s rhythm
reclaims tiny web
#haiku #senryu #poem
22/05/2009 On May’s Equivocation:

Sun shines warm over
mountaintops of thunderclouds
Birds chirp, unconcerned.
#haiku
20/05/2009 To That Girl Over There:

I’m looking at you
Not for the reason you think
That makeup masks you.
#haiku #senryu
19/05/2009 On the Second Step:

None of your business
Who I fuck anymore, but
I hope it hurts you.
#haiku (no, before u ask, not how I’m feeling now!)
26/04/2009 short poem:

“feng shui is another way of saying that you’re getting paid for your OCD”
18/04/2009 My breath plumes away
Poised coy between Winter and
Summer April smiles.
#haiku

14 January 2013

Today?

Apparently, I wrote this in late-September last year. Pretty rough still, but it could be something… :)

Today

Today I went looking
And found myself
Peering into dark places
Faces that should have been
Averted spewing bile
Eschewing the mores
That bind society.

Today I looked
And could not stop
And my heart dropped
Towards an abyss
That had no ending

Today I summoned
What I had never conjured
Today I gazed upon
The depths
And they were dry

Today I looked.
Today I found that
My life soars
That all my darkness,
Rage and pain
Are bound,
And that my soul
Holds me fast above the depths
In pity’s arms.

So what was all that about…?

11 January 2013

I was reminded today that some snow never melts.

Written for a poet friend I”d just had lunch with, cringing and striding around Parker’s Piece. Only one bit of explanation is needed - proprioception is a sixth sense...

I was reminded today that some snow never melts.

As we trod green-thawed sun meadows,
And shivered into the salt-pan shadows.

We had laughed, breathing hard, and
edged our world with bright and worthy pain.

The plain level, the path ahead squinting,
We questioned our way in loops of small adventure.

We both draw warmth from dark days, greet
All weathers - sun and rain, wind and ice.

All gather their own gifts into our arms
Light or sound, texture, scent, or taste.

We touch fingertips in the pitch and between us
There will never be silence, or frost-decades,

There will never be scurrying, head down,
Feet unsure over black ice,

Only the warm gasp between laughs,
Highly-coloured explanations,
Bright eyes and lengthening tales.

Beautiful day.

01 November 2012

Masking

This was sparked, of all things, by a Hallowe’en mask

Masking

I tipped my hat to Death today -
and smiled.
It’s been a while -
at one time we were close,
But I strode, limping slightly
In another direction.
That which does not
May be biding its time.

A chilly stone in my chest
Pressed me back, to hide beneath,
But I tilted my head back,
Lifted my hat,
A ghost of a nod,
A sliver of a smile.
You shouldn't burn your bridges.

He strode on.
Couldn’t tell where his gaze was fixed,
Even in those dark times
I might have mistaken his intentions,
After all.

Today I didn’t bow,
Just tipped a wink,
And strode off,
Not even looking over my shoulder,
Hugging history,
Content to let death
Be just another mystery.

I’m not entirely convinced by the rhyming-couplet ending, but the emotion of the whole thing makes me smile...

04 July 2012

Parnassus Dreams

Inspired by the London literary festival “Parnassus”, I wrote this:

Parnassus Dreams

Head high in clouds
That stream down his sides
To water all four corners,
Tears that wash his sight clean
Gleaming in the grip of his charge
Parnassus dreams

And he, immovable, moves,
Solid, sways,
Stays his unspent breath
Gently — to hear what he must.
The bluster of winds as timpani
And brass — casting trees to dance
Hands to grasp at the air
That gasps answers that
We didn’t know we’d asked for.

Parnassus dreams that he is
Immortality’s lust mustering in
The tread of Terpsichor,
Erato’s sighs,
And Clio’s stern insistence
That history must uncover,
And govern us forever lest we fall again
And fail to fly, our torch unlit.

Parnassus dreams, and his dreams
Give weight to patience
A place to lay a head, cushioned
In all the things that make us more
That are hearth and cloak and door,
Gorgeous and bawdy as waterfalls,
Pure as snow-gilded breath at his peak,
Immediate as the pebble in the palm
And infinite as the breadth of stars.

And we chart his dreams,
Reach within and without
Draw threads through our mouths
And hearts, startled into the liminal
And then laid down, adorning the stones
That clothe love, tugged into darkness
While he dreams light for
All we leave behind.

So, what’s that all about then? Well, Parnassus (name of the London poetry festival referenced earlier) = Mount Parnassus which, as I’m sure you all know, was the Ancient Greek mythological home of the Muses. (And presumably Apollo when he wasn’t flinging himself around the place falling in love with randoms and shooting golden arrows at things.) According to Wikipedia (which I actually trust re: mythology where I don’t re: politics, geography, and living public figures), there were nine (which I already knew), but that came a lot later — earlier Muses being fewer and referencing broader performance necessities like speech, breath, memory, that kind of thing (I’m not looking at Wikipedia right now — you can probably tell). There’s also talk of them springing from, well, springs at the top of the mountain.

At one point in the poem I was setting about naming all of the nine standard ones, then realised that I was shoe-horning and thought noooo, rubbed out a clumsy reference to Thalia that was apparently leading to whoever the sacred poetry Muse is, left the three in that were there already coz I liked where they were, and got back to the business of writing the poem that wanted to come out rather than the mangled name-checking list. Coz goodness knows: writing a poem about Classical Greek memes for inspiration already stands a pretty decent chance of being pretentious and “look, I know Proper Mythology — euuurgnn!” as it stands…

Resistance to shoe-horning is one of the reasons I tend not to do standard-rhythm end-line-rhyming poems, by the way. It’s rare that I ever feel I’ve done rhyming well enough to warrant it and admire deeply people who can manage it well without sacrificing meaning to meter.